AFallenQueen3

in the night you lie awake you know well its food you crave you rise and go down the stairs gorge yourself till your stomach tears so much food it physically hurts and then disgrace you feel like dirt back upstairs the bathroom calls once inside you lock the door this routine you know by heart kneeling down is the first part then the fingers down the throat the gagging starts you cough and choke up your neck that burning feeling it hurts so much so unappealing but this addiction the need, the urge you know its bad yet you still purge wiping tears from your eyes you cry and shake then you arise the word d